Hye cutie pies !
It's so curious i guess! : one can resist tears and "behave" very well in the hardness hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window,or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed,or a letter slips from a drawer...and everything that you loved the most collapses.
+God is closest to those with broken hearts: Jewish saying,wuu sangat berharap begitulah ^.^
The end sudaa. :))
